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Thursday, June 14 where have i disappear to.yes. as usual i've kinda disappeared somehow. i'm gone. am i? i'm fading off a little. colours turning into just black white, maybe a little grey. and i really wonder why. what went wrong? It seems a little difficult to just be the joyful side of me nowadays. trying. i hate being stuck in this situation. i hate thinking of such things. i want a breakthrough. a complete breakthrough. hope things have been fine with all of you. i'm trying not to lose a part of myself in your life too. Heli Dont ask me why 10:39 PM |
Personal archives 2002.11 .: Thoughts :. I know i have to let you go.. Everyone tells me this is so... See, my life has stopped since You passed away Sometimes i can't bear it Even for one more day.. Thoughts of you consume me Every second of everyday I just want it back you know The way things used to be... In my life you held the key And now i have just your memory And though this is not enough for me This is how it has to be... I need to laugh again without feeling guilty You aren't here... I feel so alone & full of tear It's so terribly hard when all that's Left is tears... Mum, i wish you are here Just plainly listening to me... I promise to keep you safe Where you have always been of course In my heart, that's the place... |